慌。茫

不知觉的 堕落的回到这里

人放肆了太久

突然觉得 自己 很懒 很烂

生命中 好像缺少了什么似的

不自在 也没有动力

曾几何时 我们努力过

为了未来而奋斗

但此刻 停顿了

到底是为了什么不自由

很慌 很茫然

眼前一片灰暗

就像梦里发生的一样

害怕 无助 却找不到一个依靠

很冲动的告诉自己 ：流浪去吧！
但 理智的把自己拉回头 ：别傻了 你潇洒不起呢！

疯过了 闹过了

一切恢复平静

却那么的 不自然

=(

谁来借我一个拥抱
让我有个依靠
不要那么无助地无可救药

=(

心情很差。 不想说话 不想做什么 怀疑着 为什么要这样 原来你们都没差 好闷好闷

虚伪

一直在想 错的是我吗 我想 我已经很让步了吧 我真的不懂 怎么做 我对大家都好 只对你不好 是这样的吗 原来我对你都不好 原来一直以来你都觉得我对你不好 如果每天的相处只剩下 那可悲的冷战 好想请你告诉我 应该用什么心情来面对你 用什么心来相信永远 仿佛回到过去 那段微笑着背后被刀子梗着的日子 那么虚伪 那么可恶 或许我们都该留点空间 太接近彼此 也许是件坏事 不能每天想见 至少保留了想念 至今 我不知道 它剩下什么

A friend is as it were, a second self,
someone who reaches your hand but touches your heart,
to have a good friend is one of the greatest delights of life,
Friends have a way of speaking without words

♥home sweet home♥

love the smell and the feeling at home

i will nvr lost my dream again..i will achieve it..

The difference between Dream & Aim

Dream requires soundless sleep to see

whereas Aim requires sleepness effort to achieve

homesick is killing...

oppppsssssssss........
i start to miss melaka againnnnnnnnnn...........
may i go bek this week???
may i??
may i.????
wuwuwu...i miss melaka
miss melaka
miss melaka
miss melaka la.....
i wan bek wan bek wan bek....

life...stil going on..

should i said that i am lucky?
yes...i have to admit it..
i am lucky to have a good owner even i am far away from home
i can felt cares all around me..
even that mummy will nagging me when i talking with her
i noe she juz cares for me...
my friend will call and sms chatting with me..coz they noe i am boring here..
my house owner will bring me smting everytime she back from outstation..
my bf will call me everytime he finish working..

and now..i tink i had suit my life here..
and yet..my working environment too...
cant deny that actually having good colleague here..
they are friendly and nice..
yea...as they alwasy said that i am so naughty as i like to kacau around..

i still cant reg the road,still will get lost...
so i x dare to travel all around to those place that never discover before..
as i knew that if i get into a wrong way, i will be heading to toll..
beside, my petrol not allowed me to travel around..

kl expense is so heavy...each meal cost at least rm3-6..
no matter how thrifty u were...u will still ned at least RM5 to survive in a day...
dun tel me eat bread,maggie, milo, o biscuit..
u dunno how much had i ate..
the most cheap and worth to eat was nasi lemak..
cant deny it was nice and cheap...
but...how can i eat nasi lemak everyday as i knew it x good for health?

consider to take another part time job as promoter again
but...i dunno whether i can handle with 7 working day in a week...
as promoter job will be on sat and sun 10-10pm...
but i am struggle my life coz of $$...
the part time job i having now is not enough to cover my outflow of money..
dun wan to take money from home again...
i noe i should be more independent here..
i need to...

need exercise really for my life here..
but there is no any fitness shop around the area..
even there is a playground with a big field in my area..
but there is only court for football, and the others two field are accopied by guys for their activity..
maybe i should keep discover all around my area to find am entertainment here..
hmmm....consider-ing..

hereby update about my working life..
hmm...my working life..
is BORED...coz i dunno wat am i learning..
my job is insert data since 1st day i came to this dept..
may be they had juz ntg for me todo as i'm juz a trainee..
my job responsibilities even extend to 'open door' when my dept secretary is on leave..
haiz..i dunno..time flies and i gonna submit report soon..
dunno what should i wrote for my report..
2 report for the dept each month and 1 report for school
really boring...my colleague tell me that i cant online actually when durng working hours..
felt want to ask her..then what should i do???...

glad that i had you to acc me around this few days
so i x felt so bored at here..
thx for helping me to clean my set up my stuff here..
glad glad really glad to had u my love..

i had found a part-time job here to sustain my big budget life..
hope i can go through it smoothly..
all the best to me..

没信心

如果能不顾一切的去爱

多好

time flies..and felt glad that i din regret with my decision..
i am really happy,when i am with u~
going to leave melaka soon..
settle down all my worried and leave..
maybe juz wil bek once a time after that...
i tink i will miss my mama badly,my bed too...

exam soon later and after my exam i going to leave here..
felt weird to leave melaka suddently..haha..
dunno y..juz felt..not enough time for me to stay here b4 i leave..
anyway..i sure will bek frequently if i had enough money to cover my petrol fees..
all the best to me~♥

i will be ok..

mayb u will think i'm cruel to give up a relationship and fall in another so fast..
mayb u wil tink i'm a play gal..
i'm not...mayb i will regret later..o soon later..
but rite now rite here i really wont regret with my decision..
coz i really really sure that this is wat i wan..
coz i trust u...and i trust my decision..
sorry to make You hurt...i stil felt so..
sorry i cant do anything else to care...
coz i dun wan to hurt him too...
thats is enough for those unfair relationship period..
now juz make it clear along the way..

may b all we need is juz time..
as time past every things wil be ok..
i had make all my frz worried bout me these few days..
i'm really sorry to make u all worried..
but i promised..i will be ok soon..
promised..

原来 背叛那么难过
原来 我还会哭
怎么办
对不起
好对不起你

生活 有了改变
我 能适应吗
没了你和他的陪伴
我又是一个人了
为什么 那么不甘寂寞呢
好傻

complicated relationship...

sweet 4days...coz there's you with me..
felt your care and your love...
i dunno i cant like such one like this..
like for such long time and so seriously..

I hope i can be more brave to love you..
love such ppl like you..
you light my life..really..

I knew you are a bad guy..
but i knew more that i love you..
and i wish to be with you..
you dunno how i feel when you wrote the 3words on my hand..
you dunno how i feel when you are holding my hand...
you dunno how i feel when you wrote i love you ong xiao pei on beach..
you dun even know that i felt struggle to love you..

How if i said i trust u...
love you much tks...
wat a complicated relationship...
i just need simple happy love..

April L.O.V.E

i never though to be..
there's no turning back..
when ur heart under attack..
I'm giving all i have...
April is full of love and fun..
because of u..

我想学会
不介意

I LOVE REDANG!!!

coming bek from Redang trip...
so tiring after nearly 12hrs bus journey..
i will make sure i take a flight if i were going next time.
TAK BOLEH TAHAN!!!
neck pain,butt pain,whole body pain..DAMN!!

but at least i enjoy it there...
nice view with lovely blue colour sea water,fine clean sand,
shinning star and moon,comfortable wind..
my god..i felt like dun wan to cm bek to melaka..

although i vomit when taking the ferry on the 1st day,
although i got sun burn
although i get big ugly scar on my leg
although i get fatter
BUT I ENJOY MY TRIP!!

there are not much photo been taken
coz mr.ng not like to take photo,and his skill...tak mau cakap la..
by the way, all the mmemory had already insert into my mind..
and it will lasting forever there..

after the trip, i got such strong feeling that i wan to save much much money..
why??coz i wan go travel and see all my lovely sea in the world~
wakaka..

now...i am facing my com in my room..
stuggle with stupid FYP..
no time to play dy...wuwu...so sad..
miss the life there..i wan go AGAIN!!!!

thanks for ur love...

这一次 不再迷惘 (this time...i find my way)
一个拥抱 给你给我(a hug...for u and for me..)
很多话想要说(there are many things to tell)
只是 不再选择告诉你了(but i will never choose to tell u again)
谢谢那些回忆(thanks for the memory)
很美好 =）(it's nice and sweet...=) )

谢谢曾经喜欢你(Thanks for loving u...once..)

EmO

early in the morning..
and i start to felt EMO...
what happen to me...any1 bit me up...
may i?..have a hug...T.T

Finaly reach Kampar..
12pm bus..delay to 1230pm..
reach Bkt.jalil by 215pm..
i realy wan said I HATE KL!!
wuwu..i dunno how i going to survive in subang for my tranning..
die la...

raining outside..
online inside..
flu and boring..
wan sleep dy..
wuwu..

holiday life♥

today is tuesday
time flies fast..
it seem that i juz start to have my holiday
but it going to end soon..

after today, i will went  to kampar til saturday,
when the time bek to melaka is already sunday..
hence study life again..
and most worst...midterm on tuesday..

by the way,the great thing to annoused during this holiday is:
I GET MY INTERNSHIP DY!!!with Mas airlines
yuhoo~so happy as i not need to worried about it dy
juz need to settle for accommodation problem

anyway,i am now looking forward for holiday in Kampar
yuhoo~~my durian~i want u~~
i want to eat u!!haha..
happy holiday to me~
although it soooOoOOoOoooo SHORT
but i will fully enjoy it!!!
happy holiday~

1/4/11

dun play the person who love u..
they will worried..
as i juz go through..
HAPP APRIL FOOL..

good nite...

Exam soon..
lost heart again...
HATE it!!!

fight for future

much much more things coming up this week..
BOM midterm, FYP, internship, BIS tutorial..
starting to regret why i wan to burden myslef to take such much course in short sem..
how if i cant handle it..
yeah, thats what i overexpected when decided to took an additional subject.

like the few sentences below, juz to share:
1.Do not regret. Because at that point in time, it is definitely what you really want.
2. If you love, your love; if not love, please leave.
3. As long as there is heart there is hope, there is happiness there.
4. No one with you for a lifetime, so you have to adapt to loneliness; no one will help you a lifetime, so you have to hard life.

5.  Life is a journey, do not care about the destination, should care about the scenery along the wayLook at the scenery and mood
6. Life is like a cup of coffee without sugar, drink up a bitter after taste up there Long the fragrance will not recede

都是我的错
是我太怕寂寞

how life go on?
yea..asking myself recently..
ya..is ok is good..
as long as you din saw the other side of it..

as time flies..
i learn smting..
learn to be x so dependable..
learn to be alone, to face problem myself
learn to be tough, to go through the trouble faced
no matter how will it end
i gonna faced it..MYSELF..

smtime, life is really unfair,
u had no way to choose..
all that u can do is do better in coming problem..
handle it in a better way,better skill and yet..mature thinking...
good luck

actually i'm not as strong as u tink
actually u x love me much as u love
actually u noe i noe
actually we had to let go

juz we are too cares to do it...

thank you my uncle

Uncle: y 1 2 cry?
me: my fyp, do til fed up

Uncle: b patient, nothing is permenant, it will go away.u won't b fed up all the time.do somthing else, change yr focus.
me: ya..coz doing literature review..too much journal to go through and omaost lost my way..

Uncle: take it easy la,learn to enjoy what u do
me: en..i wil try


Uncle: appreciate the chance u hv
me: now worried bout tranning too,coz letter that send out no news


Uncle: u mean yr industrail training
me: ya

Uncle: why worry when u r not there yet
me: I'm planning t find back-up in Melaka dy.coz my tranning is on 23 may 2011 and v ned to comfirm our company dy


Uncle: any where u still face it bravely lo
me: i hope i could

Uncle: u always give me the impression that u r a strong gal.U r strong.There r others worst off many2 times than us
me: did I? you ake me wan cry out dy...

Uncle: Yes u r a strong , hard working gal
me: happy to hear that,happy happy touch til cry ^^


Uncle: u ought 2 believe in yrself ma
me: yes sir!


Uncle:ini macam la
me: got strength dy!!gone to fight fight fight!! ^^thank you o~


Uncle: u r really fighting yrself, to keep up the spirit and strength ....ok?
           take care. good night

my conversation with my uncle within 10 mins
juz within 10 mins

his word really touch me

inspire me to continue fighting,believe in myself

maybe i'm not such strong as wat percept in his mind

i noe, he juz wan to to be strong to fight for life

keep going on but not give up easily

I'm glad.

Glad to have a uncle to counse me when i'm down

I promise

I will do my best

for my result,and my life^^

good luck to me

=)

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by xpei Ong

21/3/11 16:41pm

if there is 1000 step infront..
i had walk for 999 steps
but i left the last for u to complete
but it never been complish

i choose to be with the 1 who love me more..
not the 1 who hurt me most..
althought we all knew that
there will always a place for you
but it will always be a absent sit

I Miss you
and i meant it
for my last time i do...

this time
i knew ur words is to me
but u refuse to said to me
i noe
juz scare smting will change
 i'm a lonely gal tonite...

Cant sleep well..
coz u refuse to forgive me..
but mayb is bcoz i drink too much coffee...
my mood is affected direcly by u...
wtf i'm doing and thinking rite now..
gonna kill myself!!
hate it!

I Won't Cry

 I won't cry
I'm telling you that i wont cry
and even if i do
Iy's not becoz of you
coz i promise you that i won't cry

sorry been such sensitive...is over..promise...

I'm sorry...

i dunno whether ur words refer to me...
i dunno wahta am i thinking now..
i dunno..
i dunno anything..
but i noe and i think a had hurt u..

I'm sorry...really sorry..
sorry for every tings i said..
sorry for every reaction i gave..
i'm sorry...

i x mean to hurt..
really...i x mean to hurt u..
i dunno wat could i said..
may be it juz left..
sorry...and i miss u badly..

给：特别的你

如果有来世
我会等 等我再次遇见你
再次 喜欢你

如果有 你愿意吗

hopeless

或许 不该太自以为是
把成绩算多一遍
发现就算接下去每个学期都拿4.00
CGPA都不可能过3.67了
失望到底
现在 只期望不要再跌就好了

要把重心放回学业上
努力打拼了
没橙 柑也好
就向3.50迈进吧

加油！
（虽然已经很失望，但是在绝望就更没希望了）

泪水 把字都弄模糊了
看不清
就像我的心

对不起
此刻 想要一个抱抱

再次遇到
很不想承认 还是有点喜欢你
我很坏 是吧

=（

成绩又跌了
怎么好
两科C...三科A 都救不回的C..
难过 很难过

接受 原来也是一件很难的事

成绩几时要出
救命啊 不要让我一直想

不知道为什么
或许想地太多
最近的我　很情绪化
不喜欢
不喜欢这样

如果这世界　只剩下最后一分钟
那么　我想要的只是一个拥抱而已
就那样而已

一年九个月了 好快
上吉隆坡要小心哦 要帮我吃 吃肥肥 哈哈
爱你♥

60句话，你看懂了吗

1. 人生就像一杯茶，不会苦一辈子，但总会苦一阵子。

2. 低头要有勇气，抬头要有底气。
3. 傻与不傻，要看你会不会装傻。
4. 幸福是可以通过学习来获得的，尽管它不是我们的母语。
5. 不要见一个爱一个，爱的太多，你的爱就要贬值。
6. 想完全了解一个男人，最好别做他的恋人，而做他的朋友。
7. 朋友就是把你看透了，还能喜欢你的人。
8. 当我们搬开别人架下的绊脚石时，也许恰恰是在为自己铺路。
9. 如果说我懂的道理比别人多一点，那是因为我犯的错误比别人多一点。
10. 不是每句“对不起”，都能换来“没关系”。

11. 世界上只有想不通的人，没有走不通的路。
12. 地球是运转的，一个人不会永远处在倒霉的位置。
13. 走的最急的是最美的景色，伤的最深的是最真的感情。
14. 在事实面前，我们的想象力越发达，后果就越不堪设想。
15. 当别人开始说你是疯子的时候，你离成功就不远了
16. 你永远看不见我眼里的泪，因为你不在时我才会哭泣。
17. 时间就像一张网，你撒在哪里，你的收获就在哪里。
18. 如果我能够看到自己的背影，我想它一定很忧伤，因为我把快乐都留在了前面。
19. 理想和现实总是有差距的，幸好还有差距，不然，谁还稀罕理想？
20. 任何人都可以变得狠毒，只要你尝试过嫉妒。

21. 爱情就像攥在手里的沙子，攥的越紧，流失的越快。
22. 成熟不是心变老，而是眼泪在眼里打转却还保持微笑。
23. 做与不做的最大区别是：后者拥有对前者的评论权。
24. 人，长得漂亮不如活的漂亮。
25. 有些事，明知是错的，也要去坚持，因为不甘心；有些人，明知是爱的，也要去放弃，因为没有结局；有时候，明知没路了，却还在前进，因为习惯了。
26. 同样的一瓶饮料，便利店里 2 块钱，五星饭店里 60 块，很多的时候，一个人的价值取决于所在的位置。
27. 每个人出生的时候都是原创，可悲的是很多人渐渐都成了盗版。
28. 真坏人并不可怕，可怕的是假好人。
29. 浪漫是一袭美丽的晚礼服，但你不能一天到晚都穿着它。
30. 把一切平凡的事做好即不平凡，把一切简单的事做好即不简单

31. 把不忙不闲的工作做的出色，把不咸不淡的生活过得精彩。

32. 情侣间最矛盾的地方就是幻想彼此的未来，却惦记着对方的过去。
33. 忙碌是一种幸福，让我们没时间体会痛苦；奔波是一种快乐，让我们真实地感受生活；疲惫是一种享受，让我们无暇空虚。
34. 理想很丰满，现实很骨感。
35. 爱情永远比婚姻圣洁，婚姻永远比爱情实惠。
36. 探索的旅程不在于发现新大陆，而在于培养新视角。
37. 一个人能走多远，要看他有谁同行；一个人有多优秀，要看他有谁指点；一个人有多成功，要看他有谁相伴。
38. 叹气是最浪费时间的事情，哭泣是最浪费力气的行径。
39. 不是人人都能活的低调，可以低调的基础是随时都能高调。
40. 谈恋爱就像剥洋葱，总有一层会让你流泪。

41. 年轻时候，拍下许多照片，摆在客厅给别人看；等到老了，才明白照片是拍给自己看的。
42. 就算不快乐也不要皱眉，因为你永远不知道谁会爱上你的笑容。
43. 当大部分人都在关注你飞的高不高时，只有少部分人关心你飞的累不累，这就是友情。
44. 绝口不提不是因为忘记，而是因为铭记。
45. 让未来到来，让过去过去。
46. 微小的幸福就在身边，容易满足就是天堂。
47. 成功有个副作用，就是以为过去的做法同样适应于将来。
48. 天使之所以会飞，是因为她们把自己看得很轻 ……
49. 试金可以用火，试女人可以用金，试男人可以用女人。
50. 喜欢一个人，就是在一起很开心；爱一个人，就是即使不开心，也想在一起。

51. 幽默就是一个人想哭的时候还有笑的兴致。
52. 咖啡苦与甜，不在于怎么搅拌，而在于是否放糖；一段伤痛，不在于怎么忘记，而在于是否有勇气重新开始。
53. 人之所以活得累，是因为放不下架子，撕不开面子，解不开情节。
54. 漂亮只能为别人提供眼福，却不一定换到幸福。
55. 美丽让男人停下，智慧让男人留下。
56. 人生最精彩的不是实现梦想的瞬间，而是坚持梦想的过程。
57. 忍无可忍，就重新再忍。
58. 付出真心，才会得到真心，却可能伤的彻底；保持距离，才能保护自己，却注定永远寂寞。
59. 废话是人际关系的第一句。
60. 有时候，不是对方不在乎你，而是你把对方看的太重。

part time job interview

going for interview at new JJ coffee bean..
bek with dissapoinment..
yea i'm x yet been rejected but juz my six senses telling me i wont be employed..

I'm going for part time baristas as i felt that next semester will be too free for me..
my class will only from monday-wednesday..then off from thrusday- sunday..
although i will be having my research paper but i tink i will able to handle it..
and yet i'm just lack of money..
poor..very poor..

The shop' manager changed her mood after i told her that i will be going for trainning at 23 May..
and thus telling me that they hope to employed for full-time worker
she even ask me to intro my frz to go over..
goodness...shouldn't i be too honest??..regret..

baristas..a way toward my dream..
a cafe..owning it is my dream..
nothing i can do to chase it otherthan learning it now..
saving money and gain experience..

hmm...they are going to have walk in interview in coming wed-fri..
hoping there is no others better choices appear so they will employed me^^
hehe..i'm bad..i noe~who cares~blek~

dear god!bless me pls~~~

庆幸有你们 =)

情绪 很低落
为什么
突然回到从前某个时光
只是 少了你们

电话里的联系人
从几百个剩下那几个
知道了 哪些是在联系着的
缺少的 是那些只有号码存在 却不曾联系的
是好事吗？

从前 信箱里都是满满的转发祝福的短信
生日的 节日的 搞笑的 甜蜜的 恶搞的 祝福的 互道晚安的
现在 找不到一封
是大家都不再发送这样的短信了吗
还是我的朋友圈已经缩小到某个地步了
曾经它是你我联系的桥梁
是桥断了 还是已经不再被使用了


庆幸的 我有你陪着我
原谅我的任性 原谅我的不成熟 原谅我的情绪化
回首从前的信息 原来我是那个很容易放弃的人
谢谢你用心留着我 谢谢你的体谅 谢谢你的爱

朋友圈小了时 你会发现
谁才是真正对你好 一直陪在你身边 不离不弃
不嫌弃 不厌烦 却陪着你度过的人
珍惜你们 我的好朋友 我的男朋友
晓佩很爱你们♥

期待的假期到来了
突然却很颓废
不知该做什么
should i find a part time job again??
hm....consider it now..

holiday~piew wuit~~

wow~it's holiday~~yeepyyyyy~~

哈哈~考完试了真是轻松逍遥~

不再去理会考试犯下的粗心过错

过去了后悔有何用

现在是假期咯

我要天天上网 pps blogging shopping sleeping~

enjoy!!!!

最近我家蚊子太多了

如果去看医生 该会被叫去验血吧

因为我手和背部有一大堆的红点

以下是我和黄志豪的sms对话

豪：宝贝快擦风油

佩：好知道了~臭蚊子真讨厌！

豪：我帮你打扁它

佩：哈来！快点! (我们都在自己家）

豪：哈哈打...打...打...扁了

佩：=.=黄志豪!!!我打...打...打扁你!!!

well....这就是越变越坏蛋的大坏蛋

气死我了...

伤风还没好 咳嗽也还没痊愈

真的要去住医院了吗???

200磅美女

好久好久没看戏看到哭了

很感动 一直掉泪

眼泪是自己掉下那种

或许生命里都有那么一样东西

默默地 鼓励我们 一直走下去

不要畏惧 不要放弃

因为有梦 就有明天

200磅美女 或许它带给没给人的意义不同

但这套戏我看了好几篇 都会哭

不为什么 或许我和她一样 都是傻瓜

就算再伤 还是好喜欢

没有原因

可以为你做的 只希望你开开心心的

没有理由的 越来越爱

这首歌歌名叫（星）

歌词（翻译）：

微风敲打着窗户

轻轻地抚在我的身上

闪烁的星星如此美丽 让这里充满了爱

不要轻易被伤害 抚平我的伤口 拥着我睡着

**我步履蹒跚 眼里闪满泪光

    在爱离我远去之前 我会一直微笑着

    温暖的时刻与你同在

    就像那些让我眩目的星斗

    在我内心的深处燃烧

    我会爱你到永远

一切就像梦境

眼前的小星星让我眼花缭乱

闪闪发光 落在了我的肩头上不必再悲伤

紧握着我的手 抚平我的伤口 温暖地拥抱我

♥

Happy Valentine 2011

 I♥U



charming phone and sweet valentine is bek ♥♥♥♥

i bought my PHONE!!!
hurray~~~SE HAZEL~my lovely red charming phone~
thx to my dear coz he fully sponsor my phone~
thx for my bro who supported w/ RM100 too~
i'm really really happy but i stil miss mine which bought w/ my own money...
NVM! i will appreciate it much much much~muackx~
i love u my dear mr.ng~

2moro gone be our 2nd valentine day~
unfortunately i stil having my exam and it stuck at 8pm-10pm...
how am i going to celebrate my lovely day with my dear..
i had miss out last year due to CNY..
This year__EXAM...
wats the law behind this???/>><<

anyway..having another suck paper in 3nhalf hours more..
i hope i able to reach the ans that the examinator wanted..
plsplspls...dun let it be like past paper..
may GOD bless me~
PLS BE FREE TO BLESS ME DURING MY PARER 2:30-4:30pm TODAY~
I love u GOD!

AZA AZA FIGHTING
I WONT GIVE UP!!!!!

suicide

yea...i'm really going suicide for my exam..
it really killing me..
now i realise the feeling of when u telling ppl that u duno how to do
they tel u: very easy wat...

i miss an important point(write wrong point),giv up 7 marks
din study about the things b4_ 3marks.
forget wat stories it talking about_15m+6m
how many marks did i left out????
yea i noe..is so pity..
i ned 13 marks more to pass this particular sub..
now i'm worry...will i???
its game over...

sunday will be my 4th paper-bsm
a subject that no midterm,skipping tut, and dreaming when lec..
i dunno wat to study and which part should i focus on..
mon5th paper-Fsa
although i got attend all class and do all tut..
but it's really a hard and tricky sub
going to die soon..

still suffer in flu
suffer in deep hurt..
pity life..

sick

suffer for 2days dy..
when am i going to recover..
suffer sore throat,fever and flu..
hate it..

wonder when will our general hospital increase their service quality.
go for doc yest and waiting for 1 n half hour to meet the doc.
luckily the doc is nice and caring enough..
if not i tink i sure wil get mad b4 she cure me..

dear瘟神,plz stay away from me..
i stil ned to sit for my exam..
it is not the 1st time for me but it really killing..
dun kill me with ill on tis particular time..
begging u..plz lat me recover asap!!

wishing all the best for me..
and for u who are taking exam too~

EXAM SUCK!!!!!!

happy happy CNY!!!

yo~is new year!!!
last day of my new year...ZZzzzz

GOD! i haven touch my book!
jialat really really jialat...
how can i finish it????
luckily my exam is at 2moro 8pm..
if not gurantee cannot finish study..

time to study dy~
gud luck to my frz who also taking exam soon~
luck yarx~huat ah!!!

期待

一月二十九日             雨天

亲爱的 我想你
我会努力至少读完一科
然后回去过年
会去见见你们
我亲爱的亲戚

亲爱的 我想你
我会努力的考试
然后去陪你
一起过我们第二个情人节
我很期待
我亲爱的你

亲爱的 我爱你
别走的太快
我跟不上
慢慢流失就好
不要太匆忙
我会好好珍惜你
我的时间

i loss my phone

i lost my phone...
i lost it ...lost it only after 1 month i bought...
sad...truly sad...
stupid idoit stubborn!y u wan take phone that not belong to u!
it is not urs!!!return it to me!!!

i miss u my phone..
is my fault..
is my fault din keep u properly..
my fault din notice u already not inside my pocket..
i regret dy..really regret...
can u cm bek to me...

i spend almost all my saving to buy it..
and now...it's lost..
my money..my phone..
my heart is bleeding...

although my bf said he wil buy bek 1 for me..
but how could i forget that i lost mine??
phone my phone..pls cm bek..
now i realise i dun even atke a photo with u,my phone..

will miracle occur?
i hope too..plz plz plz...i wan appreciate it..
plz let me found my phone..
plz..........................T.T

keep it up!!!

计算完毕
如果这次和下次考试都保持B+
那成绩就会过优等了
为了这目标
拼了！！

虽然还没找到FYP 的导师
虽然还没找到理想的公司
不害怕 加油！

lovely~

chinese new year is coming soon~
so~~~
had u bought ur cloth~
wakaka...still happy although ned to celebrate this year CNY with my final~
going bek hmtown~lalala~~happy happy
i love CNY!!!

♥ lovely blog ♥

i love my blog much..
love the background sceen..
the meteor, the colour and the effect..

and yet i miss u my frz..
sm1 who appear to be so important in my life years ago..
and yet..you are stil in my mind..
i rmb how we get to be frz..
how we struggle all the way for our study and our frzship..
yet..i had bcm the pass..
v are apart nowsaday..
and i miss u much my frz..
mayb it juz a memory that will ever deleted in my mind..
i swear..
my dear frz...frzship ever yarx~♥

11/1/11

2011 is a special year~
a hard year, learning year~and a sweet year~
going training soon but i stil cant find the company who willing to adopt me..
however I believe that i will find it soon^^
coz 2011 is a good year and i love it so much~

love my family~love my dear~
hoping me result will love me~wakaka~
wishing a happy new year and may dream comes true^^
=)