原来 背叛那么难过
原来 我还会哭
怎么办
对不起
好对不起你

生活 有了改变
我 能适应吗
没了你和他的陪伴
我又是一个人了
为什么 那么不甘寂寞呢
好傻

complicated relationship...

sweet 4days...coz there's you with me..
felt your care and your love...
i dunno i cant like such one like this..
like for such long time and so seriously..

I hope i can be more brave to love you..
love such ppl like you..
you light my life..really..

I knew you are a bad guy..
but i knew more that i love you..
and i wish to be with you..
you dunno how i feel when you wrote the 3words on my hand..
you dunno how i feel when you are holding my hand...
you dunno how i feel when you wrote i love you ong xiao pei on beach..
you dun even know that i felt struggle to love you..

How if i said i trust u...
love you much tks...
wat a complicated relationship...
i just need simple happy love..

April L.O.V.E

i never though to be..
there's no turning back..
when ur heart under attack..
I'm giving all i have...
April is full of love and fun..
because of u..

我想学会
不介意

I LOVE REDANG!!!

coming bek from Redang trip...
so tiring after nearly 12hrs bus journey..
i will make sure i take a flight if i were going next time.
TAK BOLEH TAHAN!!!
neck pain,butt pain,whole body pain..DAMN!!

but at least i enjoy it there...
nice view with lovely blue colour sea water,fine clean sand,
shinning star and moon,comfortable wind..
my god..i felt like dun wan to cm bek to melaka..

although i vomit when taking the ferry on the 1st day,
although i got sun burn
although i get big ugly scar on my leg
although i get fatter
BUT I ENJOY MY TRIP!!

there are not much photo been taken
coz mr.ng not like to take photo,and his skill...tak mau cakap la..
by the way, all the mmemory had already insert into my mind..
and it will lasting forever there..

after the trip, i got such strong feeling that i wan to save much much money..
why??coz i wan go travel and see all my lovely sea in the world~
wakaka..

now...i am facing my com in my room..
stuggle with stupid FYP..
no time to play dy...wuwu...so sad..
miss the life there..i wan go AGAIN!!!!

thanks for ur love...

这一次 不再迷惘 (this time...i find my way)
一个拥抱 给你给我(a hug...for u and for me..)
很多话想要说(there are many things to tell)
只是 不再选择告诉你了(but i will never choose to tell u again)
谢谢那些回忆(thanks for the memory)
很美好 =）(it's nice and sweet...=) )

谢谢曾经喜欢你(Thanks for loving u...once..)

EmO

early in the morning..
and i start to felt EMO...
what happen to me...any1 bit me up...
may i?..have a hug...T.T

Finaly reach Kampar..
12pm bus..delay to 1230pm..
reach Bkt.jalil by 215pm..
i realy wan said I HATE KL!!
wuwu..i dunno how i going to survive in subang for my tranning..
die la...

raining outside..
online inside..
flu and boring..
wan sleep dy..
wuwu..

holiday life♥

today is tuesday
time flies fast..
it seem that i juz start to have my holiday
but it going to end soon..

after today, i will went  to kampar til saturday,
when the time bek to melaka is already sunday..
hence study life again..
and most worst...midterm on tuesday..

by the way,the great thing to annoused during this holiday is:
I GET MY INTERNSHIP DY!!!with Mas airlines
yuhoo~so happy as i not need to worried about it dy
juz need to settle for accommodation problem

anyway,i am now looking forward for holiday in Kampar
yuhoo~~my durian~i want u~~
i want to eat u!!haha..
happy holiday to me~
although it soooOoOOoOoooo SHORT
but i will fully enjoy it!!!
happy holiday~

1/4/11

dun play the person who love u..
they will worried..
as i juz go through..
HAPP APRIL FOOL..

good nite...