不想读书

没心情
不想读书
原本预计一天一课
到考试天就会读完了
可是 没有乖乖的照着计划进行
所以现在
又在抱怨了

想要考取好成绩的心情还在
可是读书的心情不在
怎好

虽然只是两天
却那么难熬

可不可以不要考试

Secret HAPPY Diary~

14/12/2009 晴/雨

总于把broadband package 换成student package 了
那么以来一个月我能省会RM18
因为student package only cost RM50
呼~松了一下

昨天还去买了圣诞的装饰
布置新家
跟朋友借了白色的圣诞树
因为她家今年不能布置
买了红色的彩灯，摆设品
再去tesco寄朋友的礼物
怎知却下大雨了
淋雨咯 哈哈
我们两个傻婆淋得湿透 冷死了

噢，忘了报道
昨天1.00++ pm 即将开张的jusco food court corner爆炸了
听说是漏煤气引发的
真正的原因
恕本小姐今天还没看报纸 不清楚
哈哈 朋友们
还敢去吗？我觉得我还是会去的也~哈哈

回到我的圣诞树
我偷偷打了一串新家的锁匙
跑到新家布置
话不多说 成果如下~~

晚上豪带我到葡萄牙村绕绕
可能因为绕大路 没看到美美的布置
不过倒是看到了报佳音的人们
yoyo~越来越有过圣诞的心情了
从小就喜欢圣诞节
最想最想就是来临的某年能到芬兰过圣诞
因为那时圣诞老人的故乡
有圣诞老人村庄，白白的雪地
听说还能写信给圣诞老人 还可能收到回信呢~

明天霹雳的阿姨和表妹就会下来马六甲玩乐
我就能到新家去住了
因为我一个人 马鬃不让我过去睡
好期待哦~
考完试后就能去新加坡了

嗯。长论了一番
忘了考试期还剩不到一星期
天啊 时间 能不能走慢些
不要考试 但要圣诞
哈哈 矛盾人生
还是要快乐~
期待中~

~MeRRy ChriSmaS~(without lighting)

~MeRRy ChriSmaS~(with lighting_^^)

~MeRRy ChriSmaS~(with M3_><)

~MeRRy ChriSmaS~(with BBG 8282_><)
~LoV3 lOv3~

found my way~

今天上网的最后一站
我的部落

昨天和朋友到jusco 走走买东西
当然不忘去玩篮球机
而且还玩到忘了时间
因为本打算看三点半的The princess and the frog
朋友吵着要看
结果迟到了 只能看五点三的

买了票
乘着还有时间 就到MCD 吃东西
也搞不清是早餐，午餐，还是晚餐
哈哈。。

过后我们去看鞋
决定看完戏再下来卖
朋友买了一包巧克力给我
真好~哈哈

戏还不错看
除了预料之外的剧情
还带些浪漫 还有些人生道理
警戒我们要努力为理想奋斗
就算被别人瞧不起
视为好高骛远
也不能放弃
因为 它总会实现
只要你相信^^

过后我们就去看鞋咯
我买了两双耶因为很便宜嘛
买一双加rm1就能买第二双了
算到来一双才rm20
朋友也各买了一双
满意了就回家咯
真是开心的一天~

which 1 nicer?haha..

~不快乐至少还要有梦~
~佩留~

第几个100天

原来 放不开的人 是我
那么多年来
你走过几个第一百天
记得几个第一百天
林俊杰的歌曲
让我回想起 曾经
明白 时间如雪

原来 我太适应悲伤
适应的只有遇上对的人才能释放自己的快乐
崩溃的前期
总会有贵人在身旁
扶持着我 保护我 守护我

渐渐 忘了 怎么自卫
接下去的一百天
我曾诺
要把它记载

第几个100天

越来越有感觉

用眼睛

去素描你内心的世界

盲。然

最近的生活 找不到适合的形容词
忙碌的 盲目的
过去了

我的部落 也被遗忘了
曾几何时 想上来解放自己的心情
然而 电讯不好 爬不上网 只好作罢

今天 照常发呆
只是 多了一丝寂寞
寂静的夜 让人好慌

或许 又会在自我消失
然而 离不去某些世界
踩着边界 犹豫
最后 还是脱不了身

幸福，来过

我和幸福有约定
时间
渐渐流失
而我
被遗忘了

至少
我还记得
幸福
它来过
我的世界

那无忧无虑的日子
我好怀念
大伙说说笑笑的声音
还在回首
彼此互问关心的感觉
诺印心中

i miss it....

TRUST---US

最后的我
选择了 相信

-❤ In between the word trUSt there is always a US ❤-

永远不变的依靠

***我让你依靠 让你靠 无论结果如何 我都挺你***

最近 在耳边环绕最多次的非这句话莫属
脆弱的我 在面对一连串的事务
承担不住的情况下
懦弱的 哭了

朋友们都知道 就算多辛苦
我都不会在别人面前掉下一滴泪
回头想想 这二十天来
我却在众人面前哭了两回

是我变得更弱了
还是我坚强的外表已经在不知觉溶化了
还是像个长不大的小孩
需要被人宠着
轻轻的摸摸头 乖没事的
一切都回过去

看到你们的关心
我不舍 不舍你们为我操心
我会好起来
谢谢你们

-佩留-

幸福过

从前的干劲

我弄丢了

失去了支柱

拼命的回味从前

回不去的过往

人为什么不能往回看呢

回头看看自己的脚印

才发现

幸福过

在某个转角

盲目追求的

不想被改变的

都已是曾经

满天的星光

就算给我一千个愿望

我只想换你一直陪在我 身旁

Xpei 3day story..

last saturday after interaction with cyber committe
i fetch mum go to desa duyung
mum din work bcoz argue with dad
buthen dad stil had a good business on that day
heavily rain on that day..
i drove careful but stil felt scary since last 'accident' at melaka raya..
then i bek hm n have a rest coz i really felt very tired...
640pm cathy came my house n fetch me...
v had plan to go for AIR PANAS..

There was stil raining on that time
cathy ned to fetch danielle b4 going bek n wait for suan to fetch us go lol home...
really jam on that day..
when we near the 'red house'
cathy sudden ask me to sms fandy...
as i taking her handphone she sudden break n i heard a long n sharp hon
honestly i shout..shout out loud...
it really scared me..
if cathy din break fast i tink if n only if accident happen...
i oso dunno how it had happen..
coz that time i'm looking down for hp..

v had a great time at alor gajah
v go for alor gajah 'KTV',tomyam,tampin satay
v even bbq the satay ourself...
huhu~is fun..
but i really tired after all...
sleep for 2 hour then v go air panas gadek at 510am...
lol...so tired men...
actually really felt lazy go dy...
when arrive there v go in and stim
walao..the air is really very panas lo..
wonder how those ppl go spa n stim theirself for hour...
goodness...

nearly 940 half group of us going bek
coz v are tired n yet me had tings to do lagi..
promised mum to paint the gate of new house...
afetr hm i slept for a while n then how cm fetch me n v go paint
2pm v finish our job then go makan makan..
then v go hm..
4pm how cm fetch me n v go for 'Poker King'
oh god..how can melaka raya traffic jam on 4pm too???
shit really...
anyway v enjoy the movie...
quiet meaningful movie...
but i tink there will no so much good ppl in this globe...
so kindly n give bek all wealth bek to the owner...

after movie v go for dinner..
i wan eat porrige so he gonna acc me eat...wakaka...
the porrige is so many..
enough for 3 ppl to eat..how said..
anyway i finish it..coz i love porrige~~
yeah~but is really full lo...
so v go gai gai lo..
v go funfair,there was last day of the fun fair so many game had close
v spend rm12 there n win 2 small bear n 1 'feng lin'
haha..quiet lucky dy la..
coz b4 that i go play the ducking game i always cought ntg..
esh...but this time i get a small bear~yeah~

b4 going hm i go buy 2 slide of cake coz 2/11 is bro birthday
after he cm bek i giv im the cake n said happy birthday to him..
he so happy lo...
mum pick a sunset plactic door for new house toilet
i wan change but mum no let me change coz she said my woody door had order dy
yerx...so bad 1...
no nice nice door dy...

after all day i really tired dy...
i sleep on 11pm i tink..
wake up on 9 today...sms while then sleep lagi till 12pm...
then i start do my tings
printing correcting n calling...
after all go class then bek n eat then go printing all note
shit really coz i sudden bc my class class rep
doing all photocopy things
photocopy note n slide needed by classmate...
i tink i really can open a photostate shop
sure earn money 1...
haha...this was suggested by Mr.Robert(my lecture) too last time
coz that time he lend me his text book for photocopy
he is nice n funny~like him so much~

how sudden ask me wan go dinnerwif his family not..
coz today is his dad birthday too...
huh...y he din tell me yest d...
anyway i din go coz felt very paise to had dinner with his family members..
smmore is on his dad bigday...

after having my dinner i go bek hm n on9...
settle all ting n updated my blog dy...
i tink is time for me to sleep dy..
alone n tired...
nite...

i hope my life is full of enjoyment n pack with activity i like...
juz as sat that i had go through...
the coming day..
i dunno how would it be..
i juz hope that...juz wish that...
everything will b ok...
as long there will b frz n U for me...