我的日记

再多两天就忙完了 得开始准备考试

还没读书 真是糟糕。。

前天是华文学会会员大会
可怜的我 在要离开时被组员还有筹委欺负
他们不让我回家 要我帮忙排完桌椅才能走
还排成一排不让我过去 真是的
结果我还是逃脱了
当让快闪人咯
回到家才发发现
妈啊。。我竟然忘了带书包回来
跑进家时还差点跌个大番薯
结果打给朋友叫他帮我去拿书包后就快快洗澡
打给他教他在我去学校
结果还是被他酸了几下
长到那么大还是第一次读书到忘记带书包回家

昨天忙完学回的东西上完课后就去找佩玲
去malim old taste喝茶
还把他也叫出来
他们很好聊 没完没了的
可我开始没心情 因为感觉自己越来越烧了
真是发烧了 回到家躲在被窝里
没力气 连个依靠都没有
我要的不是医生。。。

今天去学校前 和健伟去吃brunch
我们聊了很多 送他回去后我就去学校了
开始做各自的东西
在网上跟晓盈聊天时她一直叫我去看医生
我还跟她说我中H1N1 结果被她骂
过后被梦坤美惠拉去吃晚餐
还吃了maggi goreng 真是要命

结果我还是去看医生了
去到医院 就有被隔离的感觉
因为在登记时医务人员要我戴上口罩
很丑叻 我戴不到结果他们就叫他帮我戴
嗯 他也没反应
戴好后他们要我去一个叫做isolation room的地方
已经到去坐下来每三分钟
我开始想哭
我太怕来医院了 总是会回想起那时住院被抽血，吊水，冷到发抖的情况
验完血压就去拿号码 等待医生诊治
还是逃不了被隔离的命运
坐进一个叫做fever area的地方
等了好久 进去时那医生竟然问我不相关的问题
然后就叫我去拿药
真是气爆

过后去吃东西就回了
一路上 我们话题很少
感觉很陌生
我真的不想哭。。

Proton Persona~
all DJfrom myFM at dataran pahlawan


kaka...faster take chance to take photo wif him~leng zai~


pei with 'kou shao' ugly la.....

my booth for 3 day~nice not？haha...

Thx alot ！！！

648am 天亮了

从昨晚8pm赶学会东西到今早四点半

第一次待在学校到四点半

真的很谢谢我组的组员 还有迎新的筹委们

没有你们的帮忙 我想我做到天亮也做不完

这个workshop我又学了不少

虽然很累 真的很累

可是为了完成我们的东西 拼了！！

watercity的组员 真的很抱歉

因为我你们都没得回家

谢谢你们陪我挨到最后

谢谢中山sponsor printer ink 让我们可以在一天内弄完票

谢谢筹委还有其他组员一起完成剪剪贴贴的东西

真的谢谢

最后还要谢谢他

在我没门进时起来陪我去吃早餐

谢谢你

真的很累了 可是有你们帮我陪我

我真的很庆幸
我会记得 迎新夜给我的回忆

finish orentation camp~38'C

Finally...
i out from camp...
tiring but i enjoy it!!
it's TRUE...
can't deny that v had lotlot of complain,arguement...
but lastly v go through it...
and WE DID IT !!!!!

lot lot to write..
dunno where should i start..
nvm i will update later...
now i should concentrate to do my part as a publicity n designing leader for orientation night 2009
after finish it i will upload all those photo n info ~
ho......tiring...
i will try my best to fix it...
i noe u all put a really high hope on me...
thanks a lot...
i will try my very best!!
CHEER~~~~~~~

good luck to me....=(

yesterday going for briefing...
brief about the activity of our 'yin xing' camp that will held on this fri...
before going for the meeting i go pasar malam with my fellow frz...
eating chating n hav fun...
but then i din eat...waiting a piggy and of coz acc the pig eat after that...
after i been there my leader ask me y i'm here(y asking me...brief ma)
hmm....
he ask y i so punctual?not being late mie...
damn la...i manatau i sempat juga ma...
then ma come meting fast fast after having my dinner lo....
then rong yao talk to me n said congrate to me...
well,b4 that yeong oso keep congrate me but she refuse to tell me wat happen..
keep saying that wil giv me a surprise after all...

soon,shu wen came to me n ask to stay bek for a while after meting...
hmmm...really not good feeling lo...
keep making ppl 'xin yang yang'...
finally dismiss...n wat i get is relaly surprise me...

OMG...they pick me to become the leader for the orentation night event...
for publicity n design lagi...
really my goodness...
tat smting that i really din touch n known b4...
really got that felling to tell them i dun wan to do...
coz exam are at the corner..
really cant deny that my time management is not so good d lo...
haiz...

b4 that juz plan that wan stop my activiy after this camp...
mana tau suddently pop up a tougher job for me...
hampir cry out when heard that 'goOd news'....
haiz...
wat to do...
only choices is find more information n update my knowledge bout CLS lo...
really hope it will npt spoil in my hand...
i dun wan be the 'qian gu zui ren'
GOD BLESS ME...

EMO-ing

currently really emo-ing...
no mood for everything...
no mood to layan ppl...
i noe u all care for me...
but juz a feeling that i cant share...
is a secret feeling...
so i keep myself alone...silent...
i'm really sorry if i had made u all angry of me...
i cant...
dun wish to pretending again...
like a idiot hiding is a shell...
living in a unreal world...
facing complicated logical ppl...
i juz wish t be alone...
in this moment...

sometime u said i din talk...
but when i talk wat expression that u had give to me?
not care?non of my business...
i dunno...
it juz too weird if i facing u n v cant share it...

i miss sm1 so much recently..
but that ppl already not around...
leave me alone...

sorry mum...

Recently really not feeling good..
how should i express myself?...
felt that everyting is so unrealistic...
not wat as i wish...
finishing appling for the scholarship..
truthly i din put a high hopes on it...
that's luck...
i knew it...
always notice...

money not enough...
trying to find a job to support myy expenses...
however if i work...
how i going to cover my activities n my studies?...
really feeling tired...
wondering how i go through my past life with 12 subject+activites..
although the result on that time is oso not consider excellent
but i really felt a stress on my life now...

after purchased this laptop
really can considr myself bankrap dy...
yest my mum asking me to take sm money to paid for paint
unfortunately...
i cant even help my mum...
i really felt sorry to her...
i'm not a good gal...
i noe...
sorry mum...
sorry....
i love you...
i not means to trouble you...
but i realy no interest being a teacher...
may b wat i did wrong was choosing wrong school...
burden you expense...
i'm really sorry...
sorry....

HURRAY!!! XP laptop~

hohoho~
congratulation to me~
i had brought my laptop!!!!
Model : DELL Studio 1435
Colour : Dark Purple
Cost : RM 2599(most expensive things i buy whole of my life)
but i worth it anyway(at least i'm happy with it)^^
lastly i own a pesonal laptop...
promise! I WILL LOVE IT!

recently felt quite tired..
too many things are around the corner..
waiting for me to settle...
ptptn things,scholarship essay,math tutorial question,installation of my laptop program,malaysian study assignment,CLS corriodor nite event...
oh my god...
list down dy juz notice it worse than wat i have expected...

going for a buzy life..
anyway...
i own a laptop!!!
althought it is a window vista not xp~
but i still appreciate it~
kaka...
HURRAY!!!

i wan laptop!!

i wan watch ICE AGE 3
but no time going...haiz...
busy society things...
really xien...

today mmu it fair til Sunday ...
planning to buy a laptop there..
cost rm2599,dell model...
who wan support me...
sob sob...
really poor..
haiz.............