Exam soon..
lost heart again...
HATE it!!!

fight for future

much much more things coming up this week..
BOM midterm, FYP, internship, BIS tutorial..
starting to regret why i wan to burden myslef to take such much course in short sem..
how if i cant handle it..
yeah, thats what i overexpected when decided to took an additional subject.

like the few sentences below, juz to share:
1.Do not regret. Because at that point in time, it is definitely what you really want.
2. If you love, your love; if not love, please leave.
3. As long as there is heart there is hope, there is happiness there.
4. No one with you for a lifetime, so you have to adapt to loneliness; no one will help you a lifetime, so you have to hard life.

5.  Life is a journey, do not care about the destination, should care about the scenery along the wayLook at the scenery and mood
6. Life is like a cup of coffee without sugar, drink up a bitter after taste up there Long the fragrance will not recede

都是我的错
是我太怕寂寞

how life go on?
yea..asking myself recently..
ya..is ok is good..
as long as you din saw the other side of it..

as time flies..
i learn smting..
learn to be x so dependable..
learn to be alone, to face problem myself
learn to be tough, to go through the trouble faced
no matter how will it end
i gonna faced it..MYSELF..

smtime, life is really unfair,
u had no way to choose..
all that u can do is do better in coming problem..
handle it in a better way,better skill and yet..mature thinking...
good luck

actually i'm not as strong as u tink
actually u x love me much as u love
actually u noe i noe
actually we had to let go

juz we are too cares to do it...

thank you my uncle

Uncle: y 1 2 cry?
me: my fyp, do til fed up

Uncle: b patient, nothing is permenant, it will go away.u won't b fed up all the time.do somthing else, change yr focus.
me: ya..coz doing literature review..too much journal to go through and omaost lost my way..

Uncle: take it easy la,learn to enjoy what u do
me: en..i wil try


Uncle: appreciate the chance u hv
me: now worried bout tranning too,coz letter that send out no news


Uncle: u mean yr industrail training
me: ya

Uncle: why worry when u r not there yet
me: I'm planning t find back-up in Melaka dy.coz my tranning is on 23 may 2011 and v ned to comfirm our company dy


Uncle: any where u still face it bravely lo
me: i hope i could

Uncle: u always give me the impression that u r a strong gal.U r strong.There r others worst off many2 times than us
me: did I? you ake me wan cry out dy...

Uncle: Yes u r a strong , hard working gal
me: happy to hear that,happy happy touch til cry ^^


Uncle: u ought 2 believe in yrself ma
me: yes sir!


Uncle:ini macam la
me: got strength dy!!gone to fight fight fight!! ^^thank you o~


Uncle: u r really fighting yrself, to keep up the spirit and strength ....ok?
           take care. good night

my conversation with my uncle within 10 mins
juz within 10 mins

his word really touch me

inspire me to continue fighting,believe in myself

maybe i'm not such strong as wat percept in his mind

i noe, he juz wan to to be strong to fight for life

keep going on but not give up easily

I'm glad.

Glad to have a uncle to counse me when i'm down

I promise

I will do my best

for my result,and my life^^

good luck to me

=)

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by xpei Ong

21/3/11 16:41pm

if there is 1000 step infront..
i had walk for 999 steps
but i left the last for u to complete
but it never been complish

i choose to be with the 1 who love me more..
not the 1 who hurt me most..
althought we all knew that
there will always a place for you
but it will always be a absent sit

I Miss you
and i meant it
for my last time i do...

this time
i knew ur words is to me
but u refuse to said to me
i noe
juz scare smting will change
 i'm a lonely gal tonite...

Cant sleep well..
coz u refuse to forgive me..
but mayb is bcoz i drink too much coffee...
my mood is affected direcly by u...
wtf i'm doing and thinking rite now..
gonna kill myself!!
hate it!