life...stil going on..

should i said that i am lucky?
yes...i have to admit it..
i am lucky to have a good owner even i am far away from home
i can felt cares all around me..
even that mummy will nagging me when i talking with her
i noe she juz cares for me...
my friend will call and sms chatting with me..coz they noe i am boring here..
my house owner will bring me smting everytime she back from outstation..
my bf will call me everytime he finish working..

and now..i tink i had suit my life here..
and yet..my working environment too...
cant deny that actually having good colleague here..
they are friendly and nice..
yea...as they alwasy said that i am so naughty as i like to kacau around..

i still cant reg the road,still will get lost...
so i x dare to travel all around to those place that never discover before..
as i knew that if i get into a wrong way, i will be heading to toll..
beside, my petrol not allowed me to travel around..

kl expense is so heavy...each meal cost at least rm3-6..
no matter how thrifty u were...u will still ned at least RM5 to survive in a day...
dun tel me eat bread,maggie, milo, o biscuit..
u dunno how much had i ate..
the most cheap and worth to eat was nasi lemak..
cant deny it was nice and cheap...
but...how can i eat nasi lemak everyday as i knew it x good for health?

consider to take another part time job as promoter again
but...i dunno whether i can handle with 7 working day in a week...
as promoter job will be on sat and sun 10-10pm...
but i am struggle my life coz of $$...
the part time job i having now is not enough to cover my outflow of money..
dun wan to take money from home again...
i noe i should be more independent here..
i need to...

need exercise really for my life here..
but there is no any fitness shop around the area..
even there is a playground with a big field in my area..
but there is only court for football, and the others two field are accopied by guys for their activity..
maybe i should keep discover all around my area to find am entertainment here..
hmmm....consider-ing..

hereby update about my working life..
hmm...my working life..
is BORED...coz i dunno wat am i learning..
my job is insert data since 1st day i came to this dept..
may be they had juz ntg for me todo as i'm juz a trainee..
my job responsibilities even extend to 'open door' when my dept secretary is on leave..
haiz..i dunno..time flies and i gonna submit report soon..
dunno what should i wrote for my report..
2 report for the dept each month and 1 report for school
really boring...my colleague tell me that i cant online actually when durng working hours..
felt want to ask her..then what should i do???...

glad that i had you to acc me around this few days
so i x felt so bored at here..
thx for helping me to clean my set up my stuff here..
glad glad really glad to had u my love..

i had found a part-time job here to sustain my big budget life..
hope i can go through it smoothly..
all the best to me..

fight for future

much much more things coming up this week..
BOM midterm, FYP, internship, BIS tutorial..
starting to regret why i wan to burden myslef to take such much course in short sem..
how if i cant handle it..
yeah, thats what i overexpected when decided to took an additional subject.

like the few sentences below, juz to share:
1.Do not regret. Because at that point in time, it is definitely what you really want.
2. If you love, your love; if not love, please leave.
3. As long as there is heart there is hope, there is happiness there.
4. No one with you for a lifetime, so you have to adapt to loneliness; no one will help you a lifetime, so you have to hard life.

5.  Life is a journey, do not care about the destination, should care about the scenery along the wayLook at the scenery and mood
6. Life is like a cup of coffee without sugar, drink up a bitter after taste up there Long the fragrance will not recede

thank you my uncle

Uncle: y 1 2 cry?
me: my fyp, do til fed up

Uncle: b patient, nothing is permenant, it will go away.u won't b fed up all the time.do somthing else, change yr focus.
me: ya..coz doing literature review..too much journal to go through and omaost lost my way..

Uncle: take it easy la,learn to enjoy what u do
me: en..i wil try


Uncle: appreciate the chance u hv
me: now worried bout tranning too,coz letter that send out no news


Uncle: u mean yr industrail training
me: ya

Uncle: why worry when u r not there yet
me: I'm planning t find back-up in Melaka dy.coz my tranning is on 23 may 2011 and v ned to comfirm our company dy


Uncle: any where u still face it bravely lo
me: i hope i could

Uncle: u always give me the impression that u r a strong gal.U r strong.There r others worst off many2 times than us
me: did I? you ake me wan cry out dy...

Uncle: Yes u r a strong , hard working gal
me: happy to hear that,happy happy touch til cry ^^


Uncle: u ought 2 believe in yrself ma
me: yes sir!


Uncle:ini macam la
me: got strength dy!!gone to fight fight fight!! ^^thank you o~


Uncle: u r really fighting yrself, to keep up the spirit and strength ....ok?
           take care. good night

my conversation with my uncle within 10 mins
juz within 10 mins

his word really touch me

inspire me to continue fighting,believe in myself

maybe i'm not such strong as wat percept in his mind

i noe, he juz wan to to be strong to fight for life

keep going on but not give up easily

I'm glad.

Glad to have a uncle to counse me when i'm down

I promise

I will do my best

for my result,and my life^^

good luck to me

=)

part time job interview

going for interview at new JJ coffee bean..
bek with dissapoinment..
yea i'm x yet been rejected but juz my six senses telling me i wont be employed..

I'm going for part time baristas as i felt that next semester will be too free for me..
my class will only from monday-wednesday..then off from thrusday- sunday..
although i will be having my research paper but i tink i will able to handle it..
and yet i'm just lack of money..
poor..very poor..

The shop' manager changed her mood after i told her that i will be going for trainning at 23 May..
and thus telling me that they hope to employed for full-time worker
she even ask me to intro my frz to go over..
goodness...shouldn't i be too honest??..regret..

baristas..a way toward my dream..
a cafe..owning it is my dream..
nothing i can do to chase it otherthan learning it now..
saving money and gain experience..

hmm...they are going to have walk in interview in coming wed-fri..
hoping there is no others better choices appear so they will employed me^^
hehe..i'm bad..i noe~who cares~blek~

dear god!bless me pls~~~

Xpei 3day story..

last saturday after interaction with cyber committe
i fetch mum go to desa duyung
mum din work bcoz argue with dad
buthen dad stil had a good business on that day
heavily rain on that day..
i drove careful but stil felt scary since last 'accident' at melaka raya..
then i bek hm n have a rest coz i really felt very tired...
640pm cathy came my house n fetch me...
v had plan to go for AIR PANAS..

There was stil raining on that time
cathy ned to fetch danielle b4 going bek n wait for suan to fetch us go lol home...
really jam on that day..
when we near the 'red house'
cathy sudden ask me to sms fandy...
as i taking her handphone she sudden break n i heard a long n sharp hon
honestly i shout..shout out loud...
it really scared me..
if cathy din break fast i tink if n only if accident happen...
i oso dunno how it had happen..
coz that time i'm looking down for hp..

v had a great time at alor gajah
v go for alor gajah 'KTV',tomyam,tampin satay
v even bbq the satay ourself...
huhu~is fun..
but i really tired after all...
sleep for 2 hour then v go air panas gadek at 510am...
lol...so tired men...
actually really felt lazy go dy...
when arrive there v go in and stim
walao..the air is really very panas lo..
wonder how those ppl go spa n stim theirself for hour...
goodness...

nearly 940 half group of us going bek
coz v are tired n yet me had tings to do lagi..
promised mum to paint the gate of new house...
afetr hm i slept for a while n then how cm fetch me n v go paint
2pm v finish our job then go makan makan..
then v go hm..
4pm how cm fetch me n v go for 'Poker King'
oh god..how can melaka raya traffic jam on 4pm too???
shit really...
anyway v enjoy the movie...
quiet meaningful movie...
but i tink there will no so much good ppl in this globe...
so kindly n give bek all wealth bek to the owner...

after movie v go for dinner..
i wan eat porrige so he gonna acc me eat...wakaka...
the porrige is so many..
enough for 3 ppl to eat..how said..
anyway i finish it..coz i love porrige~~
yeah~but is really full lo...
so v go gai gai lo..
v go funfair,there was last day of the fun fair so many game had close
v spend rm12 there n win 2 small bear n 1 'feng lin'
haha..quiet lucky dy la..
coz b4 that i go play the ducking game i always cought ntg..
esh...but this time i get a small bear~yeah~

b4 going hm i go buy 2 slide of cake coz 2/11 is bro birthday
after he cm bek i giv im the cake n said happy birthday to him..
he so happy lo...
mum pick a sunset plactic door for new house toilet
i wan change but mum no let me change coz she said my woody door had order dy
yerx...so bad 1...
no nice nice door dy...

after all day i really tired dy...
i sleep on 11pm i tink..
wake up on 9 today...sms while then sleep lagi till 12pm...
then i start do my tings
printing correcting n calling...
after all go class then bek n eat then go printing all note
shit really coz i sudden bc my class class rep
doing all photocopy things
photocopy note n slide needed by classmate...
i tink i really can open a photostate shop
sure earn money 1...
haha...this was suggested by Mr.Robert(my lecture) too last time
coz that time he lend me his text book for photocopy
he is nice n funny~like him so much~

how sudden ask me wan go dinnerwif his family not..
coz today is his dad birthday too...
huh...y he din tell me yest d...
anyway i din go coz felt very paise to had dinner with his family members..
smmore is on his dad bigday...

after having my dinner i go bek hm n on9...
settle all ting n updated my blog dy...
i tink is time for me to sleep dy..
alone n tired...
nite...

i hope my life is full of enjoyment n pack with activity i like...
juz as sat that i had go through...
the coming day..
i dunno how would it be..
i juz hope that...juz wish that...
everything will b ok...
as long there will b frz n U for me...

我的日记

再多两天就忙完了 得开始准备考试

还没读书 真是糟糕。。

前天是华文学会会员大会
可怜的我 在要离开时被组员还有筹委欺负
他们不让我回家 要我帮忙排完桌椅才能走
还排成一排不让我过去 真是的
结果我还是逃脱了
当让快闪人咯
回到家才发发现
妈啊。。我竟然忘了带书包回来
跑进家时还差点跌个大番薯
结果打给朋友叫他帮我去拿书包后就快快洗澡
打给他教他在我去学校
结果还是被他酸了几下
长到那么大还是第一次读书到忘记带书包回家

昨天忙完学回的东西上完课后就去找佩玲
去malim old taste喝茶
还把他也叫出来
他们很好聊 没完没了的
可我开始没心情 因为感觉自己越来越烧了
真是发烧了 回到家躲在被窝里
没力气 连个依靠都没有
我要的不是医生。。。

今天去学校前 和健伟去吃brunch
我们聊了很多 送他回去后我就去学校了
开始做各自的东西
在网上跟晓盈聊天时她一直叫我去看医生
我还跟她说我中H1N1 结果被她骂
过后被梦坤美惠拉去吃晚餐
还吃了maggi goreng 真是要命

结果我还是去看医生了
去到医院 就有被隔离的感觉
因为在登记时医务人员要我戴上口罩
很丑叻 我戴不到结果他们就叫他帮我戴
嗯 他也没反应
戴好后他们要我去一个叫做isolation room的地方
已经到去坐下来每三分钟
我开始想哭
我太怕来医院了 总是会回想起那时住院被抽血，吊水，冷到发抖的情况
验完血压就去拿号码 等待医生诊治
还是逃不了被隔离的命运
坐进一个叫做fever area的地方
等了好久 进去时那医生竟然问我不相关的问题
然后就叫我去拿药
真是气爆

过后去吃东西就回了
一路上 我们话题很少
感觉很陌生
我真的不想哭。。

Proton Persona~
all DJfrom myFM at dataran pahlawan


kaka...faster take chance to take photo wif him~leng zai~


pei with 'kou shao' ugly la.....

my booth for 3 day~nice not？haha...

Thx alot ！！！

648am 天亮了

从昨晚8pm赶学会东西到今早四点半

第一次待在学校到四点半

真的很谢谢我组的组员 还有迎新的筹委们

没有你们的帮忙 我想我做到天亮也做不完

这个workshop我又学了不少

虽然很累 真的很累

可是为了完成我们的东西 拼了！！

watercity的组员 真的很抱歉

因为我你们都没得回家

谢谢你们陪我挨到最后

谢谢中山sponsor printer ink 让我们可以在一天内弄完票

谢谢筹委还有其他组员一起完成剪剪贴贴的东西

真的谢谢

最后还要谢谢他

在我没门进时起来陪我去吃早餐

谢谢你

真的很累了 可是有你们帮我陪我

我真的很庆幸
我会记得 迎新夜给我的回忆

finish orentation camp~38'C

Finally...
i out from camp...
tiring but i enjoy it!!
it's TRUE...
can't deny that v had lotlot of complain,arguement...
but lastly v go through it...
and WE DID IT !!!!!

lot lot to write..
dunno where should i start..
nvm i will update later...
now i should concentrate to do my part as a publicity n designing leader for orientation night 2009
after finish it i will upload all those photo n info ~
ho......tiring...
i will try my best to fix it...
i noe u all put a really high hope on me...
thanks a lot...
i will try my very best!!
CHEER~~~~~~~

good luck to me....=(

yesterday going for briefing...
brief about the activity of our 'yin xing' camp that will held on this fri...
before going for the meeting i go pasar malam with my fellow frz...
eating chating n hav fun...
but then i din eat...waiting a piggy and of coz acc the pig eat after that...
after i been there my leader ask me y i'm here(y asking me...brief ma)
hmm....
he ask y i so punctual?not being late mie...
damn la...i manatau i sempat juga ma...
then ma come meting fast fast after having my dinner lo....
then rong yao talk to me n said congrate to me...
well,b4 that yeong oso keep congrate me but she refuse to tell me wat happen..
keep saying that wil giv me a surprise after all...

soon,shu wen came to me n ask to stay bek for a while after meting...
hmmm...really not good feeling lo...
keep making ppl 'xin yang yang'...
finally dismiss...n wat i get is relaly surprise me...

OMG...they pick me to become the leader for the orentation night event...
for publicity n design lagi...
really my goodness...
tat smting that i really din touch n known b4...
really got that felling to tell them i dun wan to do...
coz exam are at the corner..
really cant deny that my time management is not so good d lo...
haiz...

b4 that juz plan that wan stop my activiy after this camp...
mana tau suddently pop up a tougher job for me...
hampir cry out when heard that 'goOd news'....
haiz...
wat to do...
only choices is find more information n update my knowledge bout CLS lo...
really hope it will npt spoil in my hand...
i dun wan be the 'qian gu zui ren'
GOD BLESS ME...

relationship....

又过了一星期 好快
来 开始回顾
。。。。。。。。
好像没什么可以回顾耶
糊里糊涂的
除了忙迎新活动系列，课业，朋友，逛街 就好像形容完了耶

（怎么突然觉得自己的时间好荒废。。）

最近开始听故事
男女之间分分合合
那天朋友突然说要和男友分手 下了我一跳
毕竟他们闹情绪从没闹到这么严重过
女生说男生不体谅她 毕竟大家各有各忙嘛
只是不喜欢那男生总弄她哭
对她说∶和你那么久了，突然觉得我不了解你，不懂你要什么
还怨她和朋友谈话那么开心，和他就不行
问题是 他没听她说话 谁都会说到不想聊吧
其实 我站在朋友这
她说得对 女生并不难懂 只是有时男生真的太笨了
可不是
牵手 是最简单的象征 一个对彼此承诺与信任 若这点还需多加考虑 对不起 你该出局了

学习如何不在意别人眼光
或许 是这辈子 没期限的必修课

lame system!!

报考科目的那天 大家都大吐口水
registration system实在是
烂烂烂！！！
报考时间竟定于2.30pm
不上不下的时间 做这不是 做那也不行
只好要求cathy帮忙搞定
结果她也弄到一个头两个大
因为 她一个人弄四个人的份
没办法 还是有一科编排不进
不理了

今天去workshop时听老人家-学长们说
星期一再去FBL弄就好了 不用担心
但真的忍不住想骂人
既然要学生先进用电脑报考那就给与完善的系统嘛
不是dc 就是报考不到
真是 %.^&*)_&%#$@##$!!
无话可说
lame online system!!
paid me back my it fees!!!
dame it!!

回来了。。
再过四天就开学了
正式踏入degree的大学生活
成绩出了。。
没有想象中的好 但一切已成定局
算了吧
只希望能申请到奖学金
减少妈咪的负担 贷款的压力

就要搬家咯 哈哈
真是开心
虽然知道妈咪的快也需要一个月
哈哈。。
但没关系啦 只要想到到时候有自己的房就很开心了
房间还有厕所叻
哈哈。。

姐回来三天就回槟城了
但度过了美好的三天
也很开心了
姐买了一双鞋，一条脚链，一件长裤给我
哈哈。。
她说我每次都敲诈她
哈哈。。
姐我知道你最疼我了
爱你哦

欣生日那天 我们一群朋友跑去动物园
呃。。认识动物 ，跟他们打交道
以后好相处
哈哈哈。。。
过后还去了我最畏惧的地方--gogo ktv
但是欣生日，没法咯（欣，要爱我多点哦~）
拍了一大堆的照片
可惜我还没拿到。。
呜。。

有人知道一百只纸鹤的意思吗？
知道的话麻烦跟我说好吗
小女万分感激~
谢咯~

pok gai dy...

hohoho...
i should proud to announce that i'm the supporter of MC'D...coz....
having MC'D for 4 days dy...
my goodness...
i oso dunno how much MC'D drinks had i drank...
lame...
i dun wan eat for a whole week...
please la frz...
Cathy dun eat so much MC'D la~
kakaka...

hmm....
finally i done all replacement for my card...
haiz...
2 days oledi spend more than RM 800...
God...
how nice if i noe how to print money....
haiz...anyway~
thx for my dear frz
MY ATM~Yeong,Cathy for acc me doing all these stupid replacement process...
Honey~Fandy and both above forlending me money those expenses...
Thx alot lot for urs help...
i appreciate it much much!!!
love u all forever~
muackxxxxx~~~

i wan be forever 17 can...
if i'm below 18 then not need spend all those stupid replacement fees dy...
haiz...
old dy...
suan le...
my frz..
keep ur wallet nice...rmb it!!!

sincere advice from window xp...

lame.....

blur for this fews day...

time to choose up the cources that going to take in degree...

3 choices ned to be made...

3 road for my future...

such a hard way to go after SPM ...

haiz...

too much tings happen...

tot much people to care of..

too much feeling around..

n telling me

I'M THINKING TOO MUCH

very tired...

ned to find something to 'fa xie'

felt up.....

那。不是我想要得

佩☆: "所谓的永久被曾经取代，遗留在角落不再轻易经过。说来轻松。是缘分的作用导致失控，还是孤独一时的冲动。不再奢求。"


总怀疑自己的思绪 那么的简单而又复杂
不希望对你有任何亏欠 在转头说再见听不到挽留的瞬间
一切回到了原点
突然才发现
视野离不开我的记忆 一幕幕在重现 再说保重的最后时限
说过的诺言 已经到了时限
既然无法实现 又何必再妥协
就算会失望 也不愿再坚持己见
你接受我的抱歉
匆匆说了再见 要我开心
我不再回信息 只是打开通讯录
把你的电话删去
我该庆幸 不记得你的电话号码
彻底删除

开始逐渐了解 好感容易产生
误会更容易发生
贴心陪伴与关怀 填补了心理空虚的寂寞
感觉开始发生 距离却开始疏远
因为开始晓得
那 并不是
爱情
。。。
。。。。
。。。。。
。。。。。。
。。。。。。。

*我不再回头去捡那段从前 请接受一切我自私的抱歉*

Goodbye funfair

<这叫强颜欢笑>

接着考试到来 说不怕是骗人的
就如朋友所说 从来不为考试担心的人都会害怕了
何况我们那么在乎自己的成绩

考试归考试 人还是得有放松解压的时候
melaka raya funfair-放松目标
虽然没花一分一毫 却搞得我。。天啊。。
想知道实况，往下看就会懂了。。。
一到场 就被骗上去玩一个 刚踏进去就不想玩的东西
没法了 硬着头皮上
开始了 我怕的闭上眼睛 但马上又睁开了 因为闭眼好晕噢！
旋转的速度 让我们的表情都七情上演 （只有一个没表情的怪胎，他说玩惯了？！！zzzZz..）
尖叫声此起彼落 没有间断过
当开始大反身时 感觉就快跌离座位 超没安全感
心从正位直跌 胃部食物翻空旋转 脸皮随疾风纠在一块
不用想了 结果已很明显
机器停下 我们这些惊弓之鸟 呆坐在座位 无法动弹
虽然没晕 却超级反胃
太刺激了啦！！！！
第一等级的还没完就直接飞上最高等级 我负荷不了啦
离开坐垫 没有平衡感
一些‘强者’继续挑战
剩下的我们 休息！！！
忍不着了 我投降 吐地稀里哗啦的
我发誓 再去funfair 我一定不会再玩这鬼东西
拒绝旋转式游戏！！

看来本小姐跟funfair 该有该有点距离才好
真是看得碰不得
两次教训 够了

除非你有超有料的理由
否则 别想再骗我玩着游戏
-谢绝邀约-