丁噹-親人（下一站，幸福－ＭＶ版）

亲人 我最奢侈的渴望
经过那么多 却发现我并不曾成为你的亲人
你相信 依靠的人

我紧握拳头 深怕我的梦飞走
可怎么握着握着 眼泪不自觉地滑落 止不住
只怪我爱得太多 你 却了得太少
真的 很受伤

Communication

Is getting tired to communicate when you will never get response from your curious, the problem between... Yea..everyone get tired...yes i do

when u are talking, i must response to you..

when i talking. did you response to me?

As i said..u never learn how to appreciate...

Genting First world Hotel room for SALE:

Date : 20-21 January 2012 (2days 1 night)
Room type: Deluxe Room
Selling Price: RM100 (price can be discussed)

please kindly leave ur comment to me if you are interest~thank yOu~

慌。茫

不知觉的 堕落的回到这里

人放肆了太久

突然觉得 自己 很懒 很烂

生命中 好像缺少了什么似的

不自在 也没有动力

曾几何时 我们努力过

为了未来而奋斗

但此刻 停顿了

到底是为了什么不自由

很慌 很茫然

眼前一片灰暗

就像梦里发生的一样

害怕 无助 却找不到一个依靠

很冲动的告诉自己 ：流浪去吧！
但 理智的把自己拉回头 ：别傻了 你潇洒不起呢！

疯过了 闹过了

一切恢复平静

却那么的 不自然

=(

谁来借我一个拥抱
让我有个依靠
不要那么无助地无可救药

=(

心情很差。 不想说话 不想做什么 怀疑着 为什么要这样 原来你们都没差 好闷好闷

虚伪

一直在想 错的是我吗 我想 我已经很让步了吧 我真的不懂 怎么做 我对大家都好 只对你不好 是这样的吗 原来我对你都不好 原来一直以来你都觉得我对你不好 如果每天的相处只剩下 那可悲的冷战 好想请你告诉我 应该用什么心情来面对你 用什么心来相信永远 仿佛回到过去 那段微笑着背后被刀子梗着的日子 那么虚伪 那么可恶 或许我们都该留点空间 太接近彼此 也许是件坏事 不能每天想见 至少保留了想念 至今 我不知道 它剩下什么

A friend is as it were, a second self,
someone who reaches your hand but touches your heart,
to have a good friend is one of the greatest delights of life,
Friends have a way of speaking without words

♥home sweet home♥

love the smell and the feeling at home

i will nvr lost my dream again..i will achieve it..

The difference between Dream & Aim

Dream requires soundless sleep to see

whereas Aim requires sleepness effort to achieve

homesick is killing...

oppppsssssssss........
i start to miss melaka againnnnnnnnnn...........
may i go bek this week???
may i??
may i.????
wuwuwu...i miss melaka
miss melaka
miss melaka
miss melaka la.....
i wan bek wan bek wan bek....

life...stil going on..

should i said that i am lucky?
yes...i have to admit it..
i am lucky to have a good owner even i am far away from home
i can felt cares all around me..
even that mummy will nagging me when i talking with her
i noe she juz cares for me...
my friend will call and sms chatting with me..coz they noe i am boring here..
my house owner will bring me smting everytime she back from outstation..
my bf will call me everytime he finish working..

and now..i tink i had suit my life here..
and yet..my working environment too...
cant deny that actually having good colleague here..
they are friendly and nice..
yea...as they alwasy said that i am so naughty as i like to kacau around..

i still cant reg the road,still will get lost...
so i x dare to travel all around to those place that never discover before..
as i knew that if i get into a wrong way, i will be heading to toll..
beside, my petrol not allowed me to travel around..

kl expense is so heavy...each meal cost at least rm3-6..
no matter how thrifty u were...u will still ned at least RM5 to survive in a day...
dun tel me eat bread,maggie, milo, o biscuit..
u dunno how much had i ate..
the most cheap and worth to eat was nasi lemak..
cant deny it was nice and cheap...
but...how can i eat nasi lemak everyday as i knew it x good for health?

consider to take another part time job as promoter again
but...i dunno whether i can handle with 7 working day in a week...
as promoter job will be on sat and sun 10-10pm...
but i am struggle my life coz of $$...
the part time job i having now is not enough to cover my outflow of money..
dun wan to take money from home again...
i noe i should be more independent here..
i need to...

need exercise really for my life here..
but there is no any fitness shop around the area..
even there is a playground with a big field in my area..
but there is only court for football, and the others two field are accopied by guys for their activity..
maybe i should keep discover all around my area to find am entertainment here..
hmmm....consider-ing..

hereby update about my working life..
hmm...my working life..
is BORED...coz i dunno wat am i learning..
my job is insert data since 1st day i came to this dept..
may be they had juz ntg for me todo as i'm juz a trainee..
my job responsibilities even extend to 'open door' when my dept secretary is on leave..
haiz..i dunno..time flies and i gonna submit report soon..
dunno what should i wrote for my report..
2 report for the dept each month and 1 report for school
really boring...my colleague tell me that i cant online actually when durng working hours..
felt want to ask her..then what should i do???...

glad that i had you to acc me around this few days
so i x felt so bored at here..
thx for helping me to clean my set up my stuff here..
glad glad really glad to had u my love..

i had found a part-time job here to sustain my big budget life..
hope i can go through it smoothly..
all the best to me..

没信心

如果能不顾一切的去爱

多好

time flies..and felt glad that i din regret with my decision..
i am really happy,when i am with u~
going to leave melaka soon..
settle down all my worried and leave..
maybe juz wil bek once a time after that...
i tink i will miss my mama badly,my bed too...

exam soon later and after my exam i going to leave here..
felt weird to leave melaka suddently..haha..
dunno y..juz felt..not enough time for me to stay here b4 i leave..
anyway..i sure will bek frequently if i had enough money to cover my petrol fees..
all the best to me~♥

i will be ok..

mayb u will think i'm cruel to give up a relationship and fall in another so fast..
mayb u wil tink i'm a play gal..
i'm not...mayb i will regret later..o soon later..
but rite now rite here i really wont regret with my decision..
coz i really really sure that this is wat i wan..
coz i trust u...and i trust my decision..
sorry to make You hurt...i stil felt so..
sorry i cant do anything else to care...
coz i dun wan to hurt him too...
thats is enough for those unfair relationship period..
now juz make it clear along the way..

may b all we need is juz time..
as time past every things wil be ok..
i had make all my frz worried bout me these few days..
i'm really sorry to make u all worried..
but i promised..i will be ok soon..
promised..

原来 背叛那么难过
原来 我还会哭
怎么办
对不起
好对不起你

生活 有了改变
我 能适应吗
没了你和他的陪伴
我又是一个人了
为什么 那么不甘寂寞呢
好傻