time flies..and felt glad that i din regret with my decision..
i am really happy,when i am with u~
going to leave melaka soon..
settle down all my worried and leave..
maybe juz wil bek once a time after that...
i tink i will miss my mama badly,my bed too...

exam soon later and after my exam i going to leave here..
felt weird to leave melaka suddently..haha..
dunno y..juz felt..not enough time for me to stay here b4 i leave..
anyway..i sure will bek frequently if i had enough money to cover my petrol fees..
all the best to me~♥

lovely~

chinese new year is coming soon~
so~~~
had u bought ur cloth~
wakaka...still happy although ned to celebrate this year CNY with my final~
going bek hmtown~lalala~~happy happy
i love CNY!!!

UNi life

假期 最后一天了
可是怎么我好像没放到假的感觉

唉 大学生好命苦
考试了放假
放假了考试
考试了交assignment
assignment了又考试
考试了放假。。。continue for 4 years...

有那种读不下去的感觉
现在的书 都是那种
明明读的很明白
考题出来：这题要表达 一个头 两个大

这样的生活 还有一年半就结束了
我不知道 我是否会想念这样的生活
只是希望 在这一年半之间
我能坚持下去

加油吧 各位~

《寂寞。好了》

突然想听 《寂寞。好了》
《夜深了我怎么办 寂寞了谁在身旁 心情变得好复杂。。》

最近的我 都在说谎
善意的谎言
是为了不伤害对方
可是说多了
还是不好受的

想多了 会很难受
不想 却找不到控制的仪器
好烦
谁愿意听我说说
那不是问题的问题
矛盾

盲。然

最近的生活 找不到适合的形容词
忙碌的 盲目的
过去了

我的部落 也被遗忘了
曾几何时 想上来解放自己的心情
然而 电讯不好 爬不上网 只好作罢

今天 照常发呆
只是 多了一丝寂寞
寂静的夜 让人好慌

或许 又会在自我消失
然而 离不去某些世界
踩着边界 犹豫
最后 还是脱不了身

倒数考试

进行倒数。。
倒数考试的到来
累。。
背负着好大的期望
却没能力去完成
aim for the sky,if u cant reach,at least u could touch for the star...
晓佩加油

。茫。

我们 都一样
把爱读得太深
慢慢 学会了流泪

bla bla bla...

recently quiet many tings happen...
but juz felt lazy to post here..
last saturday my uncle cm from singapure n thus i ned be their driver..
hmm...go around melaka...
tiring but quiet fun...
since long time din go round those historical place dy..
v go eat eat,play play
such fun...
wakaka...
lots picture had taken but not yet free to upload here..
juz becoz too much dy...


now already in the middle of august..
so fast the time past by...
and soon september is coming...
and i will going to be buzy bout cls tings...
truly that i regret but wat i had promise i ned to do it...
sunday there will b an interview for the event n a really felt scary of it...
scare dunno how to response the question...
haha....
suan la...take it easy maybe.?...

today went MCD with sch3rzo..
shan who invited us arrived latest..
really kanasai...
v chit-chat n suddently elaine shout n scold ppl...
is a group of GBS gal n guy...
secondary scl dy still like small child...
throw all those french fried.drinks cover here n there...
play till kena elaine shirt...
dame them... kalau tak kena not elaine la...
haha...padan muka mereka...
kena scold by MCD ppl oso...
patut la...make the restoran like their house throw here n there
not said will clean up later...
really shit la now punya 'ginna'
tak faham pun...

EMO-ing

currently really emo-ing...
no mood for everything...
no mood to layan ppl...
i noe u all care for me...
but juz a feeling that i cant share...
is a secret feeling...
so i keep myself alone...silent...
i'm really sorry if i had made u all angry of me...
i cant...
dun wish to pretending again...
like a idiot hiding is a shell...
living in a unreal world...
facing complicated logical ppl...
i juz wish t be alone...
in this moment...

sometime u said i din talk...
but when i talk wat expression that u had give to me?
not care?non of my business...
i dunno...
it juz too weird if i facing u n v cant share it...

i miss sm1 so much recently..
but that ppl already not around...
leave me alone...

sorry mum...

Recently really not feeling good..
how should i express myself?...
felt that everyting is so unrealistic...
not wat as i wish...
finishing appling for the scholarship..
truthly i din put a high hopes on it...
that's luck...
i knew it...
always notice...

money not enough...
trying to find a job to support myy expenses...
however if i work...
how i going to cover my activities n my studies?...
really feeling tired...
wondering how i go through my past life with 12 subject+activites..
although the result on that time is oso not consider excellent
but i really felt a stress on my life now...

after purchased this laptop
really can considr myself bankrap dy...
yest my mum asking me to take sm money to paid for paint
unfortunately...
i cant even help my mum...
i really felt sorry to her...
i'm not a good gal...
i noe...
sorry mum...
sorry....
i love you...
i not means to trouble you...
but i realy no interest being a teacher...
may b wat i did wrong was choosing wrong school...
burden you expense...
i'm really sorry...
sorry....

i wan laptop!!

i wan watch ICE AGE 3
but no time going...haiz...
busy society things...
really xien...

today mmu it fair til Sunday ...
planning to buy a laptop there..
cost rm2599,dell model...
who wan support me...
sob sob...
really poor..
haiz.............

mine~only mine~restricted

感觉还是少了些什么
不真实
不要那么拘束好吗
好奇怪

呃。。完成了我的个人banner...
本来是做会动的animated的
可惜blogger不support
upload不到，不会动
讨厌...
算啦 没关系
朋友们
留些评语吧
^^

lame system!!

报考科目的那天 大家都大吐口水
registration system实在是
烂烂烂！！！
报考时间竟定于2.30pm
不上不下的时间 做这不是 做那也不行
只好要求cathy帮忙搞定
结果她也弄到一个头两个大
因为 她一个人弄四个人的份
没办法 还是有一科编排不进
不理了

今天去workshop时听老人家-学长们说
星期一再去FBL弄就好了 不用担心
但真的忍不住想骂人
既然要学生先进用电脑报考那就给与完善的系统嘛
不是dc 就是报考不到
真是 %.^&*)_&%#$@##$!!
无话可说
lame online system!!
paid me back my it fees!!!
dame it!!

really tired-ing

study life--tough
holiday life--tough
working life--tough

exam time--tougher
boring time--tougher
being scolding time--tougher

rushing assignment time--toughest
lack money time--toughest
aiming sales target time--toughest

recently really no mood...
tired tired tired...
dun wan assignment dun wan exam dun wan strees up..
dun wan hope dun wan love dun wan care..
dun wan bother..
juz wan b alone....
=(

exam coming and stupid day...

exam coming in six and a half hours more..
streess up...
just now emo again...
cause my group member done the banner effect completely but din inform me...
after get in the class..
i rush like hell juz to complete the banner to summit to lecture...
unfortunately..
v are going to leran new things today-animation..
wat the fish..
rush like hell...
luckily finally able to settle all the things..
every 1 get emo at last...
really troublesome subject...
haiz...
good luck everybody..

lame.....

blur for this fews day...

time to choose up the cources that going to take in degree...

3 choices ned to be made...

3 road for my future...

such a hard way to go after SPM ...

haiz...

too much tings happen...

tot much people to care of..

too much feeling around..

n telling me

I'M THINKING TOO MUCH

very tired...

ned to find something to 'fa xie'

felt up.....

请自制些

我不是你的鬼儡
我有我的轨道

请你清醒
我不是你的谁
你
没资格管我

闭嘴！

happy new year~

new year is coming...
but my com still in progress...
sob sob...
nvm~here to wish all passenger



*happy new year
*happy every day
*g00d luck
*2009

miss u all~
muackxx~

真真假假，如何区分

为什么
开始觉得 一切都在变化中
人 长大了 就不能坦诚相对吗
为什么 明明就想骂你人可以用笑脸对着你说话
难道他们都不觉得那样很虚伪 很假吗
难道他们都不会觉得不好受的吗
难道他们不知道面对带着面具的我们感觉很压力 很不自在 很恶心吗

其实他们都知道
只是 长大了
变得太会斤斤计较 敏感
总会疑神疑鬼的
觉得别人会背叛你 出卖你 讲你是非

或许
这一切 我还不能完全接受吧
还是会觉得反感
那种笑里藏刀的笑 就像剧毒 不会马上发作
而是慢慢的 一步步的带你走向死亡的边沿
。。残忍

假人
你永远进不了我世界
不因什么 就因
你的世界
我太不理解了
更别说接受

LosS my wAy...

当

思念
简化成
无言的
泪水

从此
吹翻一切

我
突然
遗忘了
爬格子
的
心情