i will nvr lost my dream again..i will achieve it..

The difference between Dream & Aim

Dream requires soundless sleep to see

whereas Aim requires sleepness effort to achieve

homesick is killing...

oppppsssssssss........
i start to miss melaka againnnnnnnnnn...........
may i go bek this week???
may i??
may i.????
wuwuwu...i miss melaka
miss melaka
miss melaka
miss melaka la.....
i wan bek wan bek wan bek....

life...stil going on..

should i said that i am lucky?
yes...i have to admit it..
i am lucky to have a good owner even i am far away from home
i can felt cares all around me..
even that mummy will nagging me when i talking with her
i noe she juz cares for me...
my friend will call and sms chatting with me..coz they noe i am boring here..
my house owner will bring me smting everytime she back from outstation..
my bf will call me everytime he finish working..

and now..i tink i had suit my life here..
and yet..my working environment too...
cant deny that actually having good colleague here..
they are friendly and nice..
yea...as they alwasy said that i am so naughty as i like to kacau around..

i still cant reg the road,still will get lost...
so i x dare to travel all around to those place that never discover before..
as i knew that if i get into a wrong way, i will be heading to toll..
beside, my petrol not allowed me to travel around..

kl expense is so heavy...each meal cost at least rm3-6..
no matter how thrifty u were...u will still ned at least RM5 to survive in a day...
dun tel me eat bread,maggie, milo, o biscuit..
u dunno how much had i ate..
the most cheap and worth to eat was nasi lemak..
cant deny it was nice and cheap...
but...how can i eat nasi lemak everyday as i knew it x good for health?

consider to take another part time job as promoter again
but...i dunno whether i can handle with 7 working day in a week...
as promoter job will be on sat and sun 10-10pm...
but i am struggle my life coz of $$...
the part time job i having now is not enough to cover my outflow of money..
dun wan to take money from home again...
i noe i should be more independent here..
i need to...

need exercise really for my life here..
but there is no any fitness shop around the area..
even there is a playground with a big field in my area..
but there is only court for football, and the others two field are accopied by guys for their activity..
maybe i should keep discover all around my area to find am entertainment here..
hmmm....consider-ing..

hereby update about my working life..
hmm...my working life..
is BORED...coz i dunno wat am i learning..
my job is insert data since 1st day i came to this dept..
may be they had juz ntg for me todo as i'm juz a trainee..
my job responsibilities even extend to 'open door' when my dept secretary is on leave..
haiz..i dunno..time flies and i gonna submit report soon..
dunno what should i wrote for my report..
2 report for the dept each month and 1 report for school
really boring...my colleague tell me that i cant online actually when durng working hours..
felt want to ask her..then what should i do???...

glad that i had you to acc me around this few days
so i x felt so bored at here..
thx for helping me to clean my set up my stuff here..
glad glad really glad to had u my love..

i had found a part-time job here to sustain my big budget life..
hope i can go through it smoothly..
all the best to me..

没信心

如果能不顾一切的去爱

多好

time flies..and felt glad that i din regret with my decision..
i am really happy,when i am with u~
going to leave melaka soon..
settle down all my worried and leave..
maybe juz wil bek once a time after that...
i tink i will miss my mama badly,my bed too...

exam soon later and after my exam i going to leave here..
felt weird to leave melaka suddently..haha..
dunno y..juz felt..not enough time for me to stay here b4 i leave..
anyway..i sure will bek frequently if i had enough money to cover my petrol fees..
all the best to me~♥

i will be ok..

mayb u will think i'm cruel to give up a relationship and fall in another so fast..
mayb u wil tink i'm a play gal..
i'm not...mayb i will regret later..o soon later..
but rite now rite here i really wont regret with my decision..
coz i really really sure that this is wat i wan..
coz i trust u...and i trust my decision..
sorry to make You hurt...i stil felt so..
sorry i cant do anything else to care...
coz i dun wan to hurt him too...
thats is enough for those unfair relationship period..
now juz make it clear along the way..

may b all we need is juz time..
as time past every things wil be ok..
i had make all my frz worried bout me these few days..
i'm really sorry to make u all worried..
but i promised..i will be ok soon..
promised..

原来 背叛那么难过
原来 我还会哭
怎么办
对不起
好对不起你

生活 有了改变
我 能适应吗
没了你和他的陪伴
我又是一个人了
为什么 那么不甘寂寞呢
好傻

complicated relationship...

sweet 4days...coz there's you with me..
felt your care and your love...
i dunno i cant like such one like this..
like for such long time and so seriously..

I hope i can be more brave to love you..
love such ppl like you..
you light my life..really..

I knew you are a bad guy..
but i knew more that i love you..
and i wish to be with you..
you dunno how i feel when you wrote the 3words on my hand..
you dunno how i feel when you are holding my hand...
you dunno how i feel when you wrote i love you ong xiao pei on beach..
you dun even know that i felt struggle to love you..

How if i said i trust u...
love you much tks...
wat a complicated relationship...
i just need simple happy love..